On Sunday, we were supposed to be here:
Two days ago, spring had arrived. We hung up scarves and gloves, extracted lighter jackets from the depths of the wardrobe, got a new haircut (me) that cunningly left the neck nice and vulnerable and uncovered.
And then, today, the view from our back door looked like this:
Testimony to the mental leaps I have made in the past few months: this morning I cycled to work as the first flakes of snow swirled to the ground, caressing my frozen cheeks with their icy softness. When I got to my desk, hung up my helmet and set out my dripping gloves to dry, my colleague leaned over and asked, full of concern:
"Oh dear, you came by bike! But... it's going to snow all day, you know. How on earth are you going to get home?"
I looked at her, smiled the sad little smile of life's stoics and said (truthfully):
"You know, I have no idea. I'll just cross that bridge when I come to it. At the moment, I've got used to just living one half-day at a time. Beyond that, well, I tend not to plan too much."
She laughed, I laughed. And OK, I was exaggerating a little. That is the drama queen in me.
But there really is a grain of truth in what I said. And the funny thing is, this attitude brings a certain bracing gust of freedom to these confusing times.
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